Story of O....

Elections were aite even though my candidate did not win, I’m taking solace in the fact that it wasn’t koro, nyways election gist will come later, this is the story of O, the nigga I’m currently crushing on.
I went to see a friend one day, some of his friends were in his crib and I spotted one of them, he was looking really foine and shit and I’m thinking to myself, why haven’t I seen this guy before, that’s how both of us started checking each other out while pretending to watch T.V.. Suddenly, NEPA (or PHCN as they call themselves now, like it makes a difference) took light, you naij peeps will get me, nyways the power went out, it was still afternoon so there wasn’t any need to switch on the gen, so everyone just started gisting and I was getting to know O. It was getting hot so O took his shirt off (at this point I almost died, I was practically gasping for air), the boy is sooooooo hawt I just wanted to lick him all over. Nyways, after that day, I became a regular at this friend’s house and O and I have become good friends. So, I was going through his phone and I saw some texts from a particular girl (I know her) and some from other girls but I didn’t ask about it cus I didn’t want to seem nosy or anything, that’s why I aint sure if he’s got a girl. Everytime I see him with a girl, it’s never the same one twice, but I’ve never seen him with his most regular text buddy.
One day, were in my friends house and everybody else went off to get food. We were alone, it was dark outside and the lights were off, we started talking and I don’t know how we got to asking each other our most sensitive spots (I’m really shy, so I was just trying to be funny), nyways abracadabra and we kissed and kissed and kissed, it must have been like 30 minutes (he’s like the best kisser in the world). Everyone came home and we acted naturally.
We started giving each other goo-goo eyes after that, but he was sending me mixed signals, today I think he likes me, tomorrow I think he just wants to be friends. Nyways we were at a party in a friends place and after a while I was pretty wasted, he was supposed to drive down to the palms to get more drinks and he asked if I wanted to come, and I was like sure (big mistake), somewhere along the way, I told him I was in lust with him (when I remembered the next morning I wanted to kill myself, still hoping it was a dream) and I think he kissed me. He hasn’t said anything to me about anything if you know what I mean, he calls me and we just talk about regular stuff, I think I like him more now cus he’s not falling at my feet (sick, I know), since then, we’ve had like two goodbye pecks and nothing else. I’m really frustrated, I wish I could just ask him wasup (sometimes I feel like he’s waiting for me to ask) but it may seem like I was reading something that was never there, someone please HELP!!!!